J crew no more

Ugghhh the dress I wanted at j crew is gone . I knew this was going to happen to me good things like that dress at that price rarley happen to me : ( then Alan tells me to go to santee I hate him. I don't know if this month could get any worse I'm really trying to prep myself emotionally for the last couple days of this month cuz I'm going to be a huge reck! Especially if I do bad on my midterms this week.

So Sad

I wake up and get ready for school-all alone
Go to class- boring
Study in the library-all alone
Go to class-boring
Come home-all alone and bored

This is the worst way to spend the amazing month of July.
Best part of my days are bike rides to and from school, I find new short cuts everyday (follow other bikers).
But I just keep trying to tell myself its going to be worth it when i'm in Spain, unless I hate it and want to go home or something crazy happens, because this misery is worth nothing.
-KiKi